A view from the Pulmonologist

Hashtag It be like that sometimes.

Sorry for the delay...

Did I mention that when we were denied ‘again’ this last time the lawyers said it will now take between 18-24 months?

Is the purpose for that, 

to lose everything and be homeless? Lol

I have been working for the Instacart shoppers app. It pays well, if you can shop for more than one person at a time but they aren’t consistent in doing that. 

I make between $10 to 15 an hour.  

Rewind...I was laid off from my job. That’s why I have been working for the shopping app.  I made some adjustments to my resume and have been sending it out left and right. 

I have also been doing some transcription and tutoring online until something better comes along or if I can actually get some sort of freelancing business going. I’ve been researching. 

David is quite down and feels worthless. And I say, ‘You are alive and we need you!!!’ And I tell him everything he DOES do; is ABLE to do. Sometimes it works. Sometimes not so much. 

There is something called a ‘compassionate allowance’ where if we can prove he is disabled or...you know what? I really don’t know how it works but I asked David’s Doctor if he would write a letter concerning David’s condition. 

The lawyers are always saying that David needs to go to the doctor every month to help his case. They referred us to Parkland health insurance where the cost is lower but we have been jacking around with them for months. Also, David’s Doc is a pulmonologist and has told David that he can’t just go see any Doctor.  Our regular doctor won’t even take him on. 

His doctors discounted rate for him is $300.00. And he has also said it’s not necessary to come in every month. 

(To help us financially!!!) There is nothing he can do. There is no medicine 

to take. 

He has triaged David 

over the phone 

a few times 

and called in antibiotics.  

So his doctor 

is also going to 

say that in the letter, too. 

When I talked to him last week...

he’s really adorable... 

he said, 

‘I mean, I’m going to say he’s disabled. He needs oxygen. There isn’t anything more I can do unless he gets sick.’ 

He scratches his head 

right along with us concerning all the 

fracking rigamarole. 

I am going to make 

a profile website 

and post it here 

as quick as I can. 

Maybe there are things 

I could do 

for those of you 

still reading the blog. 

I will give you a discount!  Lol

I will post my skill set.  

And if you are able to promote me to others, 

I would so very much appreciate it. 

It’s really getting scary. 

I think 

I try not to think about it 

and just convince myself everything is going to be ok. But is it?  Is it really? 

I’m still going to 

just believe it. 

G-d loves us, right?  Lol. 

We know He does, 

we just have our moments. 

Have you seen the movie Evan Almighty 

with Steve Carroll?  Everything that could go wrong with the main character goes wrong and then more. 

‘God’ Morgan Freeman 

told him that it’s because He loves him 

that He is 

doing these things. 

And so,

one scene is where his family is leaving him 

and he walks outside 

trying to get them to stay, 

to no avail, 

and the 

automatic sprinklers 

come on.

And he goes, 

‘G-d, 

could You just love me 

a little less?’

I think of that often. 

Hannah is 

continuing school 

and loves it so much.  

She is growing 

leaps and bounds 

into a most spectacular woman. 

She is also 

tutoring online 

AND

working for UPS 

to help with finances. 

Matt started college 

this semester as well. 

He is in genius heaven. They invited him to the 

AP courses

because 

he did so well 

on the entrance exam. 

He is more than ecstatic 

in a Matthew 

sort of way. 

And it is sssssooooo

Adorable!!!!

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and ask for Matt. 

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and has a ton of 

five star reviews. 

(Seriously, 

if you thank it broke? 

It prolly ain’t)

But seriously,

get in touch with me.

He can fix broken things

Like no other.

I homeschooled. 

(I pat myself on the back.)

The kids 

constantly think 

they know more 

than me 

and smirk at things I say. 

All in fun. 

So I just tell them, 

‘Hey, 

I homeschooled you guys. 

I think I may be 

smarter 

than you give me credit.’

And then I go along with, ‘I’m not smart’ and say,

If you think I’m not smart now, you should have seen me before I homeschooled. I was really not smart.’ lol. 

(But honestly?  

They do know more. 

I have always 

wanted them to be 

bigger and better. 

CHECK)

FAFSA has paid 

For all of their tuition 

and books. 

No expenses whatsoever. And I am so happy for them. 

Jono... omg that kid. He is going to make a YouTube channel and strike it rich!  He is the wittiest little guy I’ve ever known. He keep us laughing. And his chef skills are awemawzing!!!  

Thank G-d, so far David has not gotten sick. Little sick, here and there, but he has battled it off. 

To those 

who still think of us, 

thank you so very much!  

I will try to be 

more faithful in posting. 

And hopefully 

adding a YouTube link 

so Jono can entertain you. 

And I will add 

my profile page 

to hopefully generate 

more income for us. 

We owe more 

than I make so far. 

I sure hope 

that changes soon.  

We love you!

Shelli girl 

for us all